Author Prologue: Steve Eberlein

This is not a unique disaster story - but it’s a story not told often enough.

For me, the word "preparedness" conjures thoughts of Go-Bags, crank radios, well appointed stockpiles of shelf-stable food - of rugged individualists hellbent on surviving nature’s fury against all odds. That said, we can't always prevail in the face of disaster by our efforts alone - nor should we.

During times of disaster, your most important resource may prove to be the love of a friend, the generosity of a family, the kindness of a good community. The inherent good in your – work, faith, family, neighbor – community can bring relief that no relief agency can.


Their son's 90mph approach up their country drive was the first sign that something was dangerously amiss. "Load up the animals," Kilian commanded. "The canyon’s on fire."

When Matt and Chris last checked, the Beachie Creek Fire was no threat to their ranch in Gates, Oregon. But a historic windstorm had breathed vicious new life into its flames. Like water through a funnel, it swept through the canyon to take direct aim at their home and livelihood – a place known as the Broken M.

The fire department gave them 90 minutes to evacuate 20 cows, 20 chickens, 19 pigs, 11 dogs and 11 horses from their sprawling 50-acre property – a difficult task made impossible by the dark, the thick blanket of smoke, and the panicked animals’ propensity to flee at the approach of their headlamp wearing handlers. Once the road caught fire, their time was up, their work unfinished. They had loaded just seven horses onto the trailers. They cut the chickens loose to spare them a certain death sentence. They left the other animals to their fate. They fled – grateful, sad, scared, and determined to finish what they had started.

After dropping the horses 40 miles off in Lebanon, they caught two hours’ sleep on a friend's floor. Their second son, Connor, joined them for their second trip to the Broken M. Finding the road completely inaccessible, they drove the "backroads," nothing more than faint paths drawn by years of wandering steeds. They snagged two more horses.

Killian lobbed a pump into the pond and opened the sprinklers. They fled. A third trip in, two more horses, they fled once more. Every successful rescue added to an unresolved problem – where could they flee?


At 10pm, they arrived at their sister-in-law Kaci's home, 100 miles north in Banks. Chris, Matt, their daughter and grandson - each more traumatized than the next - with 11 sick, traumatized horses in tow. Their work had only begun. The oldest of the horses had collapsed in the trailer, overcome by the stress and the smoke. For hours they cajoled, coerced, and pleaded with the animal to disembark. Matt had nearly resolved to euthanize an animal he had moved heaven and earth to rescue when it finally stepped off the trailer. It was 1am.

5am, 100 miles south, back into the smoke for a final trip to the Broken M, where they found the cows huddled in the pond, the pigs taking refuge below the sprinklers, the dogs depleted from days on the run. Against all odds, the chickens emerged, not a feather left on their bodies, but still laying eggs. The animals were remarkably docile. They knew their saviors when they saw them.


This is the moment when these stories usually end. Danger, heroics, loss, generosity, triumph - Fin. But once the credits have rolled and the last drips of adrenaline have run their course, the protagonists of stories like this need something else - something less pretty. They need the permission and safety to fall apart.

Kaci bore witness. "This family is lost. They don't know what to eat. They don't know when to shower. They don’t remember if they’ve brushed their teeth. They don't know where their clean clothes are. They don't know how to make a decision because they've been traumatized. I would tell people who have endured the trauma of a disaster to trust somebody to make decisions for them."

This is also the moment to look at the shoulders that the protagonists stood upon. Kaci's generosity of spirit alone could not overcome the challenge of accepting 50 additional animals onto her four-animal ranch and 11 people into her modest home. "I put a call out to our community,” Kaci said. "I just said, 'we need help with anything and everything you can help with.' I had never had to ask our community for help before, but other people have and they come through. It's a good community."

So what do we take away from this story at this particular moment in time?

Preparedness is not about the rugged individualist hellbent on surviving nature’s fury against all odds. This concept of preparedness is not enough. Preparedness is about being equipped - materially, socially and emotionally - to also help others when the hour arrives. Preparedness is being willing to seek and accept help during a time of trauma.

As we evolve, preparedness is in need of a deliberate and necessary movement from "I" to "us."


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